I miss winter just because I miss when I knew you best
I miss the typewriter in the basement
I miss making your room a mess
i miss not being misused
I miss it all, so I guess I lose
Sea green, see blue
Poke at my iris, why can’t I cry about this?
Maybe there is something that you know that I don’t?
We adopt a brand new language, communicate through pursed lips,
You try not to put on any sexy clothes or graces.
I might never catch a mouse and present it in my mouth
And make you feel you’re with someone who deserves to be with you.
But there’s one thing we’ve got going and it’s the only thing worth knowing.
It’s got lots to do with magnets and the pull of the moon.
Why won’t our love keel over as it chokes on a bone?
We can mourn its passing and then bury it in snow.
Or should we kick its cunt in and watch as it dies from bleeding.
If you don’t want to be with me just say and I will go.
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Well we can change our partners this is a progressive dance,
But remember it was me who dragged you up to the sweaty floor.
Well this has been a reel
I’ve got shin-splints and a stitch from weed
But like a drunken night it’s the best bits that are coloured in
Should look through some old photos I adored you in every one of those.
If someone took a picture of us now they’d need to be told that we had ever clung on tight and maybe not with arms at night
I’d say she was his sister but she doesn’t have his nose.
And now we’re unrelated and rid of all the shit we hated,
But I hate when I feel like this and I never hated you.
(Reblogged from gottalovethenerd)
So when the ending comes the full regret will be obscure
But these are days we dream about when the sunlight paints us gold
And this apartment could not be prettier as when we danced
up there alone
This TV is old, the color is fucked, do you see the difference in the shades?
But the green is still close to green, my love
And I believe we are the same
And we’ll stay like this, all gold and green
The light collects and projects your heart on a movie screen
And if you close your eyes
We will always be the way we were that night
You crawled inside of me
And you slept in my blood the way you sleep now
The quietest hush has consumed this house
And when the doctors are gone and you sweat through the bed
With all these pictures and pills they piled around your head
Just rest now, and in a moment you will know everything
Was it just a dream?
It’s too vague now to recount
And outline of the one you loved in a life that was not longer
And I’m patient because everybody is different
i try to understand you as best as i can and i no
longer expect you to be a certain way
i know you have your own battles to fight, and i just
want to say i still choose to be with you because
i care a lot about you and i love you
i stick around because i believe in you and what you can do
in what we can do together.
